Being in love with someone whom you love is the most beautiful thing happened. I 100% admit it. But in a couple of months later, I didn't feel that spark anymore. Have you ever felt like that? A friend of mine said that maybe I haven't in loved with that person yet, the others told me that maybe I actually didn't need in relationship. Ask yourself! My current answer is, maybe because I haven't found the right one yet so I become like this. I never be so 'bucin' when I'm in love with someone. Things that I did for bucin only for some certain things which is not that extreme or too much. For example, talking through phone until 2 hours, video calling for 1 hour (trust me I'm not into video call so much), and waiting for someone's text. I think because I'm growing to be a mature woman right now, my desire about man is on point. I want someone like this and like that. I realized that I'm too idealist on finding someone but I call it being reali